First thing i woke up on this meaningful day - my 1 year old celeb, i looked for painkiller. The morning call on my finger is pricking on me, it is not noisy fussy, but I know is there because I feel it. It is minor sting, seems like yelling across the mountain with echo - light to the least you can hear it. And soonest i know, it is pain killer time. Pain killer don't assasinate the pain, but they are just 'bribing' them - to buy some time off. I suddenly feel like blessing the pills, may the FORCE be with them so that they last long! Because the pain did come back every now and then during the day. This is a test, testing me how to shift my focus on something else then just sit there and tortured by the pricking pain on the bone. But God is gracious, He will not give me a test that i could not bear, and I am sure i can get well over it because His force is with me HA HA HA!!!!
Look out the balcony, beautiful sun, beautiful sky .... I've learnt to give myself a deep breathe in this beautiful morning and i felt the fresh air had traveled through to reach my finger tip to cool it down - This is Mother-Nature-Pain-Savior. It dissolves together with the pain, and I felt great in my mind and my soul and another great day ahead of me. Think further, sometimes in our lives, are we chasing for a pain killer or a pain savior?
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